I don't care if he's got a lot of intellectual takes, I can't stand this pretentious skidmark

I almost forgot YTPs, they were my second favorite thing to being able to saying slurs on club penguin :(

Mostly it is psychological.

1)The relationship with your same gender parent and your same gender means a lot. I remember feeling urges towards other women at the same time my mom starting hurting me, she was very stressed and I was there so it happened. And if you don't fit in with your gender at school, you begin to feel you're not one of them, but still want to be close to them.

I talked to a bunch of lesbians with similar stories of feeling like the weird kid. Being able to form platonic and healthy relationships with your gender is very important. So it helps, if your gay, to try to make friends or find a place to belong. Where you feel close without having to be romantic.

2. Second, don't touch yourself. You need to get the idea that intercourse isn't a one person thing, and you can't do it in unnatural ways. Hormonally, this is healthy, and if you get the idea it's a man woman thing only, you will seek out the other gender more as this becomes the only way the good thing can happen.

3. if you associate with gays, stop it. Not because they're evil, but because you need to find a sense of belonging with mentally healthy people, they will be a better influence. Don't call your gay ex back, don't see them.

4. keep your kids away from the internet until they're mature. No iPad babies or gacha nine year olds. Porn is dangerous.

5. ask God to guide you. This is how I saw it for what it was, evil. I used to be accepting of things before dreams showed me how evil it is, and in waking hours it looked sick. I had the gift of shame.

6. don't beat yourself up for backsliding. If you accidentally felt something downstairs, for the wrong reason, it's not your fault. Hating yourself can lead to self sabotage, if you're doing your best that's enough.

7. stay busy, don't use sin for leisure. Something you can create or put effort in, sports especially , anything that gives you an identity other than homosexuality.

I'm sorry if you're struggling with homosexual desires right now, but it can get better.

I can't imagine going through that whilst seeing demons. I used to have night terrors or hear really evil music whilst unable to move. So if it happens to you again, please let whatever you feel is there know that Jesus has power over them and is protecting you. This worked even before I believed.

Pretty sure eating bugs or crawling things of this sort isn't kosher

I miss the garden posting and how freeing it felt to be on a new and independent site after the reddit ban. Still, this is a nice place to vent without getting banned or called 'problematic'.

Fagrag is now my favorite word and will be the name of my firstborn, thank you

Wish I knew how to stop people memeing themselves into this 'vaccine'. It's depressing seeing people go along with things so easily

I appreciate clowns like these, life gets dull sometimes. I started off 2021 with a victory lap mask off in school, no one could catch up to me to ask me to put one on B-)

The lack of autonomy in modern technology pisses me off. I don't want to update my OS, I don't want to watch ads to access the notes app, and I want to be able to repair my things by myself. And forcing people to look at ads is disgusting.

You deserved better than negligent parents and really I hope your adult life is better than your childhood.

How did you leave home at 16?

Have you tried acting retarded? This will help you get away with a multitude of things. You're going to need to practice thd expressions. You can go face limp on one side, or bunny teeth with a little drool on the side of your mouth. Then, move with limp limbs, and make sounds like that pink guy from the goonies.

You don't know what a mask is. You don't even know where you are. If they confront you, make more goonie noises, or start wailing and vibrating. Good luck brother, you've got this.

Why is it always the weeaboos trooning out? Every time I see them showing their outfits it looks like they're trying to look like 'kaw eye ee' anime girls

Thanks pede, maybe it is a really long struggle but I needed to hear that.

No nobody did that. There was some violence that probably isn't that rare for many kids, and being an outsider to girls (bc I liked misbehaving) I have liked two men but I have to trust them very much for a long time before I have attraction, whereas with woman I see boob and I am happy. Also it is the rare feeling the attraction to men makes me feel panicked and ill, so it's not happy.

I hope even if you don't know how to make it better this helps people have a real look at homosexuality, because I believe you that it often stems from abuse and even if it is embarrassing to share maybe other gays will be able to wake up to reality and stop romanticising it

I wish it was, but I do really want help