i used to be in a similar place he was, homeless when i was going through my drug phase decades ago, was a bipolar crybaby when the drugs wore off. speeding says he's done for good lots of times, most of the time we we call bullshit and know he'll come back but there's the rare occation where a lot of the community is sure he's done for good... something terribly bad happens to him, he says he quit, ghosts for a week, then miraculously he reappears again
why will he always come back? because the good thing about bipolar and drug abuse is that your mind will ALWAYS switch from bad to good no matter and vice versa no matter what. when you're sober you're not the same person when high.. because drugs make up who we are. So speedy is literally like 2 different people. at least that's how it felt when i was a drug user.
plus us druggies love having jobs with no fixed schedule and no bosses thinking they own our lives and breathing down our necks. streaming has none of that. all he has to do is turn on the camera and go on a drunken escapade and wake up with hundreds of dollars. if he had access to better drugs like GHB, etizolam, r-ketamine (not s isomer) etc, it would be better than alcohol and the cops would stop cucking the content because of public intoxication. plus it would be better content because alcohol makes you dumb, he'd have more wit with those drugs mentioned above.
not that you care, am in ramble mode